I spend far too much time thinking about writing and then never following through. I still have the mind of a writer, but my actions would say otherwise. I have started some cool things, but I haven't decided what to do with them yet, so they're still just sitting there. Remember being a kid and …
I used to read a lot. And I used to read quickly. I devoured words and had so much inspiration to spin more. But I've been distracted for so long. I go through phases, but I don't want reading and inspiration to be just a faze. So I'm going to try to make 2019 a …
I don't really care what you believe about anything, words have power. I was just listening to a Lore podcast about Romani curses. The Romani people would hold trials when something was stolen or some other crime had been committed. In these trials they would will their community to confess to the crime, and if …
I have a confession. I'm sometimes mean to aaa agents on the phone. It's definitely because my original agent messed up so bad and frustrates me so much. I just found out that he registered my car as having 25,000 more miles on it than it did when I bought it. So I have to …
We are told to love ourselves. We are told to stay healthy and eat right. We are told to exercise. We are told to go to church and to find a good community. Because all of these things are important. But I think we get too focused and forget the main point. Love yourself. I …
I've started running again. My favorite human and I decided to make healthier choices in 2017, because that's a cheesy thing that people do, and we're gonna do a 5k together in May (or we're planning on it). So I've been running a couple miles four days a week and doing yoga everyday and eating …
I think most people would say good riddance to 2016. It hasn't been the worst year, but it's been quite a year. I started out the year working far too much and being home not enough and tired quite often. I was spending time with someone who didn't value me. I didn't make priorities of …
Working in customer service has taught me that people get meaner during the holidays. I'm almost positive that I've never taken a picture with Santa. My parents didn't really teach the Santa thing. I don't remember ever really believing, but maybe I stopped before my memories began. I vaguely remember logical conversations with my dad …
I'm experiencing an increasing case of the "I don't matter"s. So much that it'd probably be easier to disappear. And I don't need people to try harder or act smarter or to learn to remember. Because it's me. And it makes me think. Maybe no one really matters. I mean, people matter to each other, …
I am currently sitting on my balcony, that I just swept off, for the first time since moving into this apartment seven months ago. It is November 1st and it is 82 degrees outside. Back home it's 35 and they're getting ready for the soon coming opening of the mountain for this winter season. I …
