Of course I wrote a blog in an airport. Florence, I'm coming home to you, and I'm staying there. Screw you mountains and cool air.
Tag: drugs
Fully Compromised
Blue and red shimmers Empire state building weddings East coast overheard Drunken conversations This is not me Though maybe it's more myself Than I have ever been Tipping the scales of my broken heart Never go home alone No one wants to be on their own Not tonight Searching for something That hearts can hold …
Your Chaos
I am the queen of making mistakes The master of failure And you might be my biggest one yet As you hold me Begging for closeness Pulling me in My heart does not want you Though I want you Feeling overtaken by connection I can't think straight In your arms Every time I try to …
Some facts
I'm just going to type out a bunch of random facts about me; anything that comes to mind. It may come out poetic, but that's not the point. These are some things that I wish people knew, but I rarely have a reason to say, and most of them aren't really explainable; they're just really …
What is the Point, Really?
I need clarity. I need a voice. I need ears. I need a mind that is not my own. I have no one to hear me. I have no words to say. I don't even know what I would say. I wish I could this last year of my life over. I would have stayed …
Harsh Realities
The retelling of this story is from the view of what happened in my mind. It will be shortened. I was called into the office today. "Sara, we want to know how we can help you not to seem overwhelmed. At church yesterday it seemed like we gave you too much to do, so we …
I Have a Plan, but I Won’t Tell You
I feel like life's a climb (cue Miley Cyrus song here). That was supposed to be clever, not serious. Or really, life's a journey. And I know it's all been said before, but there are mountains and there are valleys. I'm not sure which one is supposed to be positive; mountains are hard to climb …
Sometimes I Just Need to be Alone
Exactly that. I need to be alone. I am a secretly ascetic person. I deal with things on my own. I spend my time with Jesus in solitary silence. I'm slightly extroverted, but much more an introvert. I just need to be alone. I'm thinking about stopping the crazy person pills, but I'm feeling the …
Honesty = Melodrama
I get to say whatever I want right now. And this is the first thing I want to say. I've been going through a lot, big deal. Everything that hurts me is completely my fault. Oh well. From now on, I refuse to talk to anyone, because I no longer want to be "melodramatic." After …
