Currently wondering what the point is
As I seem to always find myself back here
If life is a never ending cycle
How do I break it?

I don’t want to end everything
Just this, right here
When my heart turns to ice
And no one can hear me anymore
That’s when I know I’ve disappeared again

I don’t ask to be invisible
When they look at me they see right through me
And not in a good way

I thought I was known again
Crisis averted
Yet that was a false positive
There’s no point in making plans
What am I worth?

I know somewhere in the back of my mind that I am worth more than this
Believing that doesn’t make anything change though
So it’s time I stopped trying
Maybe