Some Honesty

I don’t think I am the girl who you think I am
I don’t think I want to be her anymore

You have tried to tell me that I deserve better than this
But what if I don’t want better than this?

My heart is fond of long drives in fast cars and boys with tattoos
It is afraid of commitment, so it’s okay if he is too
Taking things slowly for me is on a different spectrum than it is for you
And knowing I’m not yet “wife material” isn’t a dig, it’s a happy reality

I don’t want to settle down yet
But I still want my life to be fun, in its own way
I need a constant reminder that I’m still young
So I like all these games we play

So maybe I won’t ask you to stay
But if you did, I’d be okay

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