I Don’t Know What It Is

Sometimes I can’t breathe
My lungs have given up and my mind collapses in on itself
It’s like I’m drowning a thousand miles from the ocean
And I don’t know what it is

Sometimes I can’t sleep
My nightmares have reached me in my wakefulness
My eyelids shoot open every time I start to dream
Something’s screaming at me and I don’t know what it is

Sometimes I can’t eat
My mouth turns too dry and all food loses taste
It’s like I’m made of plastic and I’m already dead
And I don’t know what it is

Sometimes I can’t hear your voice anymore
And maybe you just have nothing to say
But it’s getting hard to remember the last words that you said
I don’t know what they were, and I don’t know what it is

Sometimes I feel so alone I could die
Even though I know you’re right here with me
I can’t feel your arms wrapped tightly around me
And it frightens me, and I don’t know what it is

Sometimes I can feel that my faith is fading
I lost my hope because I never knew what to put it in
And I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is

Maybe I’ll just lie here awhile
Maybe I’ll just fade away
Maybe my spirit will be lifted to soar above the treetops
And I won’t know what it is

But can I tell you that I’m falling?
The closer I come to you, the more lost I feel
I locked myself in the safe room, but left my key on the other side
I don’t know what it is, but I know only you can save me.

I don’t know what it is
But again, sometimes I don’t even know who I am
I only know you have me
Take me, I’m  yours

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6 thoughts on “I Don’t Know What It Is

  1. Initiator ;-)

    Nice Blog sfroi…!
    and nice expressions of your thoughts…!
    You are confused about life…here every one is confused about life…!bcz of pointless passing life…! we need religious mentoring to find life goals…!

    1. I really don’t think I am confused about life at all though. You may be mistaking my thoughts. I don’t think anyone needs religion or mentoring to find life goals, I think someone has to want to set goals. Goals aren’t something to be found.

      1. I personally don’t set goals. I’ve learned that God’s going to take me where I need to be, despite wherever I want to go. Setting goals for myself just gives me extra stress.
        And I’m not going to argue with you about this, because there isn’t any point.

      2. Initiator ;-)

        Yes you are right dear…i know, God gives us better way to pass to run…!
        When ever we pass our life on the way of God setted goals…we become success…!

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