It has been two weeks since I’ve written anything that wasn’t school or music related. Sometimes I hate my busy life, even though it is essential. But I have been neglecting my best way of unleashing.
I don’t necessarily have anything to say. I’m sure this will stay unread. But life is currently so different and confusing, in the best way possible.
Someday, I may believe in love for me, other than God’s. I am so amazed that God loves and provides for me on a regular basis. But romantic love, no way.
I have never been on a real date. Sometimes I wonder what that would be like, but I know it won’t happen. I know I don’t fall into what the media says is attractive, but I’m okay with that. Maybe someone will love me someday. We’ll never know…